history maker!!

ok so when we got there we went to this one preaching think with amanda fulk and that was realy good it was hard cause like you had to write things you think adout your slef that were bad and like i had so many of them but when it came to writeing good things i had one and i was like wow and so we had to ripe up th bad stuff and throw them away and ya so we did that and than we went to me husbands[leeland]consert it was so good thats was liek so hard though cause we had to deal with the things that we put before god like if we have stuff that it stoping us form him and i new that i did but i dident want to deal with it so i new it was time when i was there so like if kim wasent there i would have die she was so good like she dident evan have to say anything and i could just feel godslove through her it was so good and so we we there for a while....but finaly it was ok cause i realy than new that i could lean on god more than anyone....that was only one of the amazing nights there ill tell you the other onec to but i just want you all to no what i was realy looking for when i went there.........ok so mine and god relationship was hard cause i would only want him when i was in trouble or hated the world and so i was realy just stuck and no matter what people said i dident care i was just like well i want him to show me his love and show me him so i was just going there to feel god but trust me its more than that like the frist night i could just feel a buring inside me for more off him and i was just like when i go there i will realy no if he is real but i got way more than i expected and it was amazing.....ok so there was this speaker named reggy and he was like thie huge football player lik imagen this huge guy that plays foot ball lik come on ok so he was preaching one night and he was like talking and he was like ok any one who had condam birthcontrol and are done with it like they no its wrong and they dont want it they want god they dont want o hva eot true to that for love come tthrow it on the stage so lik loads of peeps came and he got them all to stand in the middle and than he did if you have attenmtied suicied or have thought adout it or anything come stand in the middle than he got people who have drung or anything like that com through them on the stage so there was all this crap on the stage and it was just amaxzong and those people went in the middle but befor ethat ll happened he got the youth pastors to go on one side of the stage and there wifes on the other and when he said go they all just grabbed the kidds and just prayed for them like they were there own kids they just huged them and took so much care of them and we all just prayed over the kid and like i was praying so hard because i could remember when i wanted to die and i was getting hurt by some guy i thought i love and i remeber the drungs and i was like i was one fo those kids and now im at a place were i can halp them so i was just praying harder than ever like i felt like i couldent use word to pray to god adout them i was just lost for word and i was like crying and everything and i just could feel god on me and him just in that place just cryign to see his children like thatit was so amaing....so ya thats was so good like i just felt diffrent when i came home like i had peace in me and like evan with my antie and unkle i just flet there love and everythinng and i just loved it and like i wasent afraid to show that he is my father and i love him and will live for him and like it was just amazing but ya this is long so im going but i hope you enjoy it
love
alysha