hey i know i havent posted in a long time and that alot of people dont look at my page cause there is notheing exiting on it but ya sorry adout that i will try to keep on it
im not sure how to right all of this and im realy not sure why people make bloges is it so they can make people feel sorry for them??or so they have a place to right down there feelings thoughts and dreams?? well if you think im feeling sorry form my self affter you read this im sorry i gess you just dont have to look at my blogs agian<3
so ya life is kinda a bummer right now i have to go back to my parents [woot woot]well if you all new my paents you wouldent be thinking the same thing as i am dont get me wrong i love my family to death!!BUT i hate the way they treat eachother and i know that its not the wost thing ever but to me it kinda is the worst thing in my eyes i hate how my dad thinks he can walk in and out of my our live and i love my dad to death but wen he yells at me and tells me i always hurt him i quetion on how much he realy loves me?? i wish my family could just all be happy and i wish my sister would OPEN her eyes and see hoe much we all love her and miss her but i dont think thats happenening anytime soon well im not sure how much i should say on here but wat ever?
somthing that is realy been upsetting me is god like i know hes realy an di totaly belive in him but some times i wonder how much pain he wants me to go through and alot of people are like hes teaching you somthin well right now learning is the last thing i want to be doin i just realy need him and it feels like hes dont give a rip you know wat i mean? well people say he will never give you more than you can hander but right now i feel like he donty evan no how much i can handle cause im adout ready to break
well my unkle is home and im adout to get sent to bed
but im sorry to you who think this is a bore but hey wat can i do
love
alysha
