streesss

kk so i dont realy want to go into detal but i duno latly i have been realy stressed and alot of my firends think im ditching them and im not just talking to you cause there is more than that one and im realy soryrry and i dont no why i cant talk its just makes me evan madder adn im just realy up set and im sorry if i hav effened you and i hope you can forgive me and i promise i will be back to normal soo i hope well than to all
love
alysha

costco

Me and Arryn<333

ok so me and arryn havent realy been hanging out as much as we uasly do and to tell you the truth hated it when it first happened but no i no we have other people in our lives.well i just wanted to tell everyone adout my day today ok lol
well i woke up and went to timmys in the morning lol (every friday)and so that was all god went to school but today i was very exited cause me and arryn we going to hang out than go to the fair together so she come over after school and we dident want to go to the fair to early so we went to costco got love it <33 and we ate it was realy good exept the hole time we were eating arryn was like what a greese fest and i was like ok we got it lol and so after i felt realy sick and so than we were all going to go grocery shopping which was quite fun we dident want to go with my aunty and unkle so we went to find couches to sleep on but stupid costco dident have any out (i should complain)and so we ran around on the costco cars for a while like those big orange once and that was funn til my aunty saw ua and told us to get off so than we went and found a picnic table and sat there for a while and we started to play james bond and spy on my aunty and unkle remember we are in costco so we were kinda rollling on the floor and than umm my old french teacher walked by and was laughing at us lol ya it was great and so we spyed on them some more than we left and we were yelling that they were stalking us lol and so ya than we went to the fair more funn time lol well thats only some of the good time in COSTCO lol
love all
alysha

as mush as i miss her and love her i cant keep lettng her in and out of my life i have to all ready have enugh people who do that and i can let you be one of them so this is were you are when you are ready i will be waiting but untill then plaese stop hurting everyone and just live you life and when your ready to change i will be there untill then good bi and this is for good i love you forever no matter how bad you mess up but there has to be bounrys and your the gate you need helpp that no one can get for you unless you want to change and right now i no you dont so be safe and i love you good bi

only god can help her now and its up to him to work with her so god here im giving you all the pain and hurt she has coused me and im ready to start over when she is

god bless

love

alysha